my june 7th

today i ddnt go to work.. i feel sick.. probably coz this morning wen i woke up twas terribly raining.. weather lyk this drains my energy.. anyways.. i was just resting the hul day.. i officialy got off my bed at around 12pm.. it feels so good 2 hav rechargd thru that long sleep.. nice.. wel allen txtd me this aftrnun askng wat tym wil i b out frm work coz hes droppin by meco 2 meet a frend frm cis.. and so i told hm i was home resting.. damn the timing! he was supposed to treat me and abi cuz his beerday is on the 14th.. so now im thinking may he b mor than willing to see me and abi agen for our treat.. =) i know ur nice and sweet and kind and... and... and... ryt allen? lolz.. i wanted to go back to exercising this afternun.. i wanted to go to slimmers agen.. but my laziness weighed more.. ahaha.. i love sitting around and watching tv hul day.. i missed this feeling of being relaxed and easy easy with things.. not being afraid wen i make a mistake.. i missed playing around.. argh.. how i wish i can be so young and be able to do those stuffs.. *sighs*.. i just realized now that am always like the organizer in get togethers and stuff.. with my berks i usually call them for reunions.. and now with my batchmates at office.. cherry119 as how we call it.. i also do organize stuff.. actually i njoy doin it.. y? cuz i get the hand to pick the choices that ill give them for example the date or the place.. hihi.. smart kid eih?.. so they'll jus choose from the my pre-chosen dates.. ahaha.. and since most people are so giving so wen u ask them "san nyo gusto?".. they'll most the tym answer "kayo. ako kht san ok lng".. so wel hu els is gonna decide on it?.. wel urs truly.. ahaha.. its so fun being the organizer.. the only drawback in this role is u get to spend money for ur mass txt msgs to all of them.. but its ok.. u stil hav d better hand and enjoy the day as howu want to njoy it.. heehee.. okay okay.. i miss jerry.. u happy allen?.. ahaha.. wen he txted me ds aftrnun he said i was terribly missin my yucky thats y i was sick.. dat mushy mushy allen tsk tsk.. but actualy twas true.. i miss him every second i remmber that he exists.. ahaha.. coz i think im sorta forgetting him wen im too busy so there.. but also this aftrnoon i was pissed off agen.. *sighs*.. i can never accept a guy's reasoning that he can never attend to u for sumtym coz hes busy!??!?!.. damn.. as how the cliche goes.. if theres a will theres a way.. i know this is true coz i always find a way wenever necessary.. and i dont understand y he aint lyk dat.. i rmember nigel telling me b4 that u can nver expect a person to b lyk u.. and u can never expect a person to be able to do wat u do cuz ur always in different grounds.. oh wel.. but cant it be me on top of the list?.. y do i always hafta b at the bottom and expected to understand the situation.. y cant i b understood also that a person has responsibilities towards me also.. argh.. watta pitiful lyf this is.. so much for this blah blah blah.. i hafta make some additions to the flash presentation that i was doin.. gotta go.. peez y'all.. =)