rainy days

wel its raining most of the time now.. cold.. tsk tsk.. i hope i can feel warmth through a weather as this.. *sighs* oh wel.. tomorrow is the start of classes for most "kids".. damn.. for the past 17 years of my life i've felt the jitters of goin to school after the most awaited summer vcation.. and now same thing like last week.. gonna go to work at 7am.. nothing new.. nothing to be scared of or tired about.. but work.. argh.. i stil want to be a student ya know.. i wana get money from my papa and mama in a snap.. lucky kid.. =).. i wana have vcations.. long ones w/o worrying too much of the pay am wasting wen i dont go to work.. and simply having so so so many frends around me.. hanging out.. even though theres the burden of studying.. its alryt.. as long as i hav my frends with me.. but in work.. damn.. how lucky u r if people can talk to you for like 1hr.. damn.. all of them are busy.. its so nice to be a kid forever.. but it doesnt work that way.. kids now want to grow up.. tsk tsk.. pitiful children.. if they do get their wish.. am sure they would wana take it back.. responsibilities are huge for adults.. and life is not as sweet.. lately ive been looking for a unit or a haus for me to own.. it frustrates me how long i shud pay to get a place i want.. ohh life.. i wish i can be as rich as hmm.. i duno.. but i know if it happens some of the things that i have now wil b gone.. its like a give and take situation.. i cant have it ol.. but as for now.. i am happy that i am in this state.. working.. sorta stable being single.. if not for my love life.. argh.. anyways.. this guy told me.. y dyu put sad things that are hapening to u in ur blog? y not put there hapi things.. i told him.. wen ur hapi, dyu look for some sorta medium to release ur hapines? no ryt? coz u want to kip the hapines in u.. u only share a thing most of the time wen it burdens u.. to lessen ur pain inside.. so often i only put here things which are kinda sad in a sense.. anyway.. tomorrow is another day.. damn that traffic on the first day of classes.. lolz.. i pray to God to bless all the kids, adults, everybody goin to sumwer else tomorrow.. may we ol be in peace in ur own rights.. be dozing off in a wyl.. see yah..